Are you confused by my blog title? I feel like everything that is put out through any kind of social media is overly perfect. I mean,,,,,am I the only one that looks at Pinterest or Instagram and is like “WHAT?” “There is no way she is THAT organized, ALL THE TIME.” or “Come on really? No, absolutely NO wrinkles in your super up close selfie?” I seriously hope someone out there feels the same way or at least can understand my frustration when it comes to basically unrealistic expectations in almost every category.
I can for sure tell you that IVF is not a Pinterest/Instagram approved experience. It’s messy, unpredictable, emotional, expensive, stressful, overwhelming, exciting, frustrating, scary and most importantly not an exact science.
I gave my first IVF cycle my all in every way possible. I wouldn’t change one thing that I did and I am thankful that I have this opportunity to be apart of the IVF process. It doesn’t matter how messy and uncomfortable it might be, I have signed up for this process and I will see it through until the last shot is injected.
Yes, today was my first IVF beta test. My video is pretty lengthy sorry, I didn’t expect it to be 13 minutes long but I guess when you have a lot of thoughts and most of them are not organized this is what you get.